drowning myself

i will drown myself
just to learn how to swim
when i defeat me
i feel what its like to win

never content
in the shallow end
id rather be in over my head

if youre not growing
youre slowly dying
so i will swim till im dead

head beneath the waves
teach my lungs to hold breath
when im blue in the face, ill finally
cherish the air that is left

never content
in the shallow end
id rather be in over my head

if youre not struggling
youre slowly drowning
so i will swim till im dead

i will drown myself just to learn how to swim